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2007-05-27, 8:43 a.m.

Aristal last night. Legs and paddles later on. Geography trip tomorrow. Everything is so rushed. I slept at 11.30 last night! for the first time this year. omg. That just shows i seriously lack sleep. and i feel good now. even though i'm still sick. usually i'll feel half dead.

aristal was nice. fur is very very very strong. but i like last year's place better. it was wayyyy nicer. this year's ngee ann looked like a stadium. zzzz. we met up for a short while to take photos during the intermission. i like suling's hair. i wish i had as much hair as her. i could do so much more with it. the world is unfair. haha.

i'll take what i can get. I'll stop asking for so much. The more i ask for, the more i'll hurt. Feeling like that sucks. But i'll get used to it. It was fun while we were at it. But there is always a time for laughter, a time for fun, a time for being serious and at the end of it all. It will always be goodbye.

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Legs and paddles is over. now is time for the geog trip. i am going to spend my whole bus journey sleeping. i'm exhausted. today i got a fright. i've never experienced what i felt today before. never ever experienced before. i thought my chest was going to explode right there and then. when you can't breathe and the air can't go in and your vision is going black and bright alternately.. omg. i dont ever want to experience it again. stupid flu.
but jas was damn nice today. really appreciate it. thanks man. you have no idea how much it meant. i was dying to breathe in enough oxygen to keep my muscles going and half 70% of the time, they were burning due to lack of oxygen. i was forcing one foot in front of the other. it's sheer willpower that kept me going. but its solely cause you were running next to me. and i knew that i couldn't stop running at the moment. i wanted to finish the race, and you helped me finish with a better time than i would have done alone. thanks for carrying the 100 plus for me. and making me drink it when i felt i was going to collapse. for encouraging me and telling me to keep going and that i must never stop running. for getting slightly lost with me. i promise you if i had been ok, i'll know the route after i run it once haha. but i was in a semi conscious state. sorry that i slowed you down so much. i know your timing could have been way better. but you chose to stick around and you made sure i made it through the finish line.. In one piece ha. you've been the most wonderful team mate and friend. i'm damn touched. awwww haha. i promise i'll repay you cause i really owe you big time. thanks =)

ok it's bed time now. i better go get some rest.

wonderful - memories