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2007-07-03, 10:10 p.m.

Enrichment week is starting tomorrow. So starts a busy week where i squeezed quite a few activities. and so starts the activities and rush to training stuff again. but i dont mind, not really i guess. The past few days have been wonderful. I love the feeling of just sitting down and not doing anything in particular, just letting my mind drift along. Staring into space out up at the cloudless sky, just thinking about nothing in particular. The feeling of not having to bother about anything, except eating and training feels good. And when i get too bored and the people around me get too bored, we go out and have fun doing mindless stuff and just walking about.

but actually i dont mind going back to a slightly busier schedule, all these time on my hands some gone to waste, some gone to productive use, but alot have just been spent on thinking too much. and remembering too many things. things i want to forget but i can't bear to let go off. why i'm still hanging on i have no idea. but so long as i have questions left unanswered, i'll probably be stuck, just sitting on them, trying to figure out why exactly.

but i dont really care now cause i'm happy haha! questions can be answered later. i like making things. they take my mind off whatever is bothering me at the moment. my back can ache and my fingers can hurt but i sitll like it anyway. and when you see the end product, hopefully its nice. then you will feel really happy and satisfied.

ok i'm off to get more satisfaction.

wonderful - memories