Real good moments
2007-07-09, 9:24 p.m.

[Real Good Moments]
I guess I知 not the only one
To tell you I could see the sun
In the smile you池e smiling everyday
You know you mean the world to me
I think I知 dreaming but I see
It in your eyes didn稚 realize that you are reality.

I wanna thank you, I wanna thank you
In such a special way
For the time you spent with me in my life
Real good moments
Cause without you I could never survive
Believe me it is true
I just wanna thank you.

With everything that I owe you
A feeling that I never knew
Was what you left forever in my heart
You had hold me when I知 feeling pain
You lead me through the darkest lane
In my eyes, no surprise you separate the tears from falling rain

I wanna thank you, I wanna thank you
In such a special way
For the time you spent with me in my life
Real good moments
Cause without you I could never survive
Believe me it is true
I just wanna thank you.

Every minute I知 without you is a lost moment in my life
And that moment cuts deep like a knife
You give me the power to believe in myself and my dreams again
You値l always be a big part of my life

I wanna thank you, I wanna thank you
In such a special way
For the time you spent with me in my life
Real good moments
Cause without you I could never survive
Believe me it is true

I wanna thank you, I wanna thank you
In such a special way
For the time you spent with me in my life
Real good moments
That I always will remember you by
Real good moments
Cause without you I could never survive
Believe it is true
I just wanna thank you

Tomorrow is the big day. The start of my last canoeing nationals. The final leg of my 3 year journey. I thought the day would never come, but it did and here i am, trying to decipher and sort out my jumbled emotions. I'm sad, for many reasons, not all to be divulged here. But one reason would be the fact that its almost over. After so long, its ending and i'm not prepared for it. It seemed like yesterday when i rowed in macRitchie for the first time. And today, its sort of my last training in macRitchie already. once the season ends, its all over. 2 seasons have flown by and here is the final and last one. I'm trying to hang on just a little longer, but i know from experience that it never works. you can't stop time, you can't slow it down. the more you want to do that, the more it will speed up.

i don't know if this is sad or happy, but my final post is a QM. My only regret is that it's just a title and i never really got to be a QM. except for once this year. It's the post i've been longing for all this while and strangely, i did get it. I love being a QM. maybe it's cause of all the fun i had when i was actually one. details details... not to be mentioned haha.

i should try to be happy and go to bed a happy kid. then i can wake a happy kid and hope my day won't be ruined for me. So to all my beloved girls team, good luck for your heats tomorrow. it's going to be challenging. and finals will be even better. it might be one of the toughest races of our lives, but let's just make it the best. its about belief, courage, heart, perseverence, determination, teamwork, hardwork and so much more. It's about humilty, integrity. Thanks for giving me the most wonderful memories i have ever had, for the real good moments that we shared. i'm glad it was no one else but all of you.

What used to feel so right, suddenly seems to be so wrong. so as the season ends, one more thing ends too. fading into the distance, blown by the wind. too frail to cling on too. letting go.

wonderful - memories