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2007-08-04, 10:08 p.m.

Life is getting monotonous. I only have a few things to look forward to nowadays. I don't think i like to be kept waiting. It bores me and it disappoints me. I have come to realise the longer you have to wait, the more disappointed you will be in the end. sucky feeling.

But when i'm starting to feel not quite so happy and my mind starts to drift unknowingly... i start to eat hahaha. ok that's rubbish. this isn't a sad entry. i'm on a perpetual sugar high. must be due to the excessive amounts of glucose i consume in my diet everyday, thanks to the type food starting with letter 'C' haha! but my supply has run out, i need to stock up tomorrow. Cat thinks its my donut that has not digested since wednesday. hoho, what a weird thought. but anyways, i'm waiting waiting waiting for my handphone. i wonder what is taking my dad so long to bring me to the shop to buy it. i better bug him to. maybe tomorrow, but seems like he is not free. zzz. this is stupid cause one week later the phone won't be new anymore. or rather, relative to this week. i mean, a new model haha. ok whatever, i'm starting to sound like a spoilt brat.

an education overseas would be fun. and i think that's where i will go to. Far away from singapore. US or aussie. either way, the courses offered are so much broader than singapore. where my first choice is only done in polytechnics and NIE. what a letdown, but not like i didn't know before hand. Still, i'm adamant on furthering my studies overseas, with or without a scholarship haha. ok i am a spoilt brat. whatever =)

time to study bio and chem and maths.. still think i will fail those tests anyway. no point actually, but i think there is a point in studying. if not for the test, then for prelims and A levels. i want my overseas education. ha!

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