i can't fly
2007-09-08, 12:21 a.m.

looks like it's been about a month since i last blogged. but i'm not here to pass time or make up for lost entries. i'm just here to remind myself that i'm still alive haha! or i could have died and i wouldnt even realise it. i think i did die. but it doesnt really matter.

nothing matters much now. it's just studying and grades. which i doubt i will get. but i can always keep on dreaming. nothing in life is ever too far gone to stop dreaming or hoping for. there is always that slightest bit of hope and chance but sometimes we just miss it. this sounds sickeningly optimistic yet pessimistic.

but life is full of contradictions. and people do things without reason sometimes. and in the process, others get hurt. but whats most important is that they are fine. that they don't care or don't want to bother to care. isn't that right. no it's wrong. haha. ok i'm not in a bad mood i'm not stressed like i should be. but heck man. i just want to sleep

I close the door Like so many times, so many times before Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor When I let you walk away tonight Without a word I try to sleep, yeah But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh If you were here right now, I swear, I'd tell you this CHORUS: Baby I don't want to waste another day Keeping it inside it's killing me Cause all i ever want, it comes right down to you I'm wishing I could find the words to say Baby I would tell you every time you leave I'm inconsolable I climb the walls I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no. I've memorized the number So why can't I make the call? Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me In the possibility CHORUS: Baby I don't want to waste another day Keeping it inside it's killing me Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you I'm wishing I could find the words to say Baby I would tell you every time you leave I'm inconsolable I don't want to be like this, I just want to let you know, Everything that I'm holding, Is everything I can't let go, can't let go. CHORUS: Baby I don't want to waste another day Keeping it inside it's killing me Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you I'm wishing I could find the words to say Baby I would tell you every time you leave I'm inconsolable Don't you know it baby I don't want to waste another day I'm wishing I could find the words to say Baby I would tell you every time you leave I'm inconsolable

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