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2007-12-10, 10:22 a.m.

Training later at 1.30. And because i have the fucking keys, i have to be down at 1pm. Let's just hope my mum doesnt give me shit for that. I shouldn't have taken home the keys yesterday. Had i known there was only one set.

But that is all part and parcel of regret ain't it. People make mistakes because they don't know the outcome and the way things will turn out. I hope someone isn't there today, or i'll regret helping out. oops. That's a mean thing to say. I don't want to have to listen to the scoldings.

I'm not going for the IP bbq. I could if i wanted to. But what's the point. Am i even going to have fun? I could if i tried. Maybe i never bothered before, but why start now. 4 years is over. Everyone is moving on. I look back and all i can see are my canoeing days. why did it turn out this way.

But at least i know that those who mean the most to me are still there. I probably need to make more amends. We haven't found a day yet. Let's find one soon.

Flashes of doubt. I need to cycle. Badly.

When i'm weary, you make me stronger.

Will you stand by me. Hold on and never let me go.
Cause you mean too much for me to let go.

Will i be a part of your life when the story gets told.

Yeah, life is beautiful.
Our hearts, they beat and break.

When you run away from harm,
Will you run back into my arms,
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?

I will hold you tightly
When the hurting kicks in.

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated,
we barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Stand where you are.
We let all these moments pass us by.

It's amazing where I'm standing,
There's a lot that we can give.
It's just ours just for a moment.
There's a lot that we can give.

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