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2007-12-14, 9:47 a.m.

i feel cold. but the sun is shining. looks like a good day to train but i'm not training. maybe tomorrow, hopefully i'll be allowed to. but first i have to finish my essay. then i have to start on another one. ok i'm getting irritated. i should be playing or working, not writing bloody essays.

i hate you. i really think i do. and i think i have every right and reason to. what's more i think the reason is legitimite and comprehensible. it's crystal clear and logical. it's not rash, not thought up on impulse. i've had a long time to ponder.

every week passes so fast. soon before i know it, this long holiday will be over. where i'll find myself at the end of all these, i'm not so sure. it will probably be the result of a combination of factors. i shall just hope that it works out in my favour.

if i had the chance, the opportunity, would i snap it up, or would i let my mind drift and alter the final decision.

i'm being called fickle. hmmmm. i feel like eating pickles in a subway sandwich...

i realised it was a mistake to read my past entries. reminds me of the stuff i haven't done yet. guilt. eating me up. but more than that i started wondering about alot of other things.

ok you're driving me crazy.

your voice is drilling into my head. i can't concentrate when you start talking. you're slowing down my progress. i want to finish and be done with it.

sorry seems to fit.

don't love me for fun girl
let me be the one girl
love me for a reason
let the reason be love.

[Rule the world]
You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me, yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away, don’t fade away

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I’ll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don’t leave me now, don’t leave me now

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you,for you

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