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2007-12-23, 12:31 a.m.

christmas party today! fun fun fun. all thanks to wii. oh how addictive. but how tiring. i'm aching already. just from boxing. but i'm good =) yes i am. ok i'm just being ego. but it's fun nonetheless. i just suck at bowling. seriously seriously suck. but who cares. boxing is good training. very good. i was dripping and sweating like a pig. they sure do torture you when you win a match. defend your title as your energy is draining rapidly. but the lactic builds up so fast. maybe if i were fitter.. haha!

we could never be friends. but we co exist just fine. don't you think so? i don't bother you and you don't bother me. i want to leave you alone, and you want to leave me alone to. i don't like your presence in the same room, as i'm sure you don't like mine. i used to long for more. but i guess, not anymore. i used to make every effort to change the outcome, but now i'm happy this way. yet as i walk past you i can sense the consternation, the hesitation. but i'll never have the courage to look at you straight in your face again. i don't want to see the scorn in your eyes anymore.

christmas was so different last year though. but at least we still had fun. at least i still enjoy each and everyone of your company. and this could be the last gathering of the year. maybe it's good i didn't miss it after all.

minor amendments.

force of circumstance.

lets make the best of it.

wonderful - memories