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2007-12-24, 12:32 a.m.

where is the pain originating from. so painful. i want to die already. add this pain on to my wounds. to quote my bro 'you're so fragile everywhere'. what an ass he can be.

i'm addicted to maroon 5. i love the songs. and i'm so happy cause i have their new album.

chirstmas shopping today. oh well. i hate the crowd. i hate it when people push against me. i feel like turning around and beating them up. and it started raining so i got wet and the ground was wet so my shoes got a little dirty. i ran a marathon in them and they still looked completely new. but just shopping, and now they are blemished. well slightly anyway.

screw it. fodder for thought. food seems too perfect and good.

ok maroon 5 lyrics. one of my favourite songs. makes me feel a little sad everytime i listen to this song. but that's why i like some songs cause of the sad lyrics. how weird. i'm not fond of happy songs. haha. ok forget it. i don't feel like posting lyrics up. too lazy. as usual.

family dinner with the relatives tomorrow. how small the family seems now. just because one person is missing. how incomplete. even one person can make such a difference.

on the verge of spilling out. but it seems stuck. fear is getting the better of me. i never thought it possible, but i guess i was wrong. how nice it would be to always be correct.

i want to rest my aching body.

wonderful - memories