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2008-02-05, 12:17 a.m.

What a bad day. And it's freezing. Still. Somehow. My feet are cold. Sat at the stupid comp till my butt hurt so badly. And I'm still not done with my sales tracking. To be continued tomorrow. Sigh. But hey, it's the last day of work before my long break, so something to look forward to I guess. So today. From sales tracking to shrinkwrapping and shelving then back to sales tracking. How draining. My eyes wanted to die.

Serving customers feels so fake sometimes. My voice sounds so distant, the hollow ringing left behind in my ears. The smile so forced it's almost a grimace.

I felt so good right after break. So utterly pleased with myself. Then I crashed. Oh well. I'm sorry.

I think I'm working with too many malays. Today when I came home and I looked into the mirror, for a moment I didn't remember I was chinese. Now isn't that absurd. Sounds really stupid. But I wasn't focusing very well today. Kept losing my train of thoughts. Sigh.

I'm off to bed. I don't like it online. I'm only here cause of my songs.

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