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2008-02-11, 9:21 a.m.

Back. At last. It's gooood. But I still have to wait 3 days before I can see you again. 3 more agonizing days. haha but patience is a virtue. The supply won't run out.

Some random thought popped up in my head yesterday during my break. Guess I remember it from way back. Probably 4 or 5 years ago. The mind and memory of a person never ceases to amaze me. It goes 'I need you cause I love you but I love you cause I need you.' And I wonder if you heard what I thought. If you know how much I do.

So many thoughts were running through my head. Much as you seem unnervingly psychic you couldn't have known what I wanted to say to such an extent unless you can read my expression, but phone conversations don't work that way. If only I could put into words what I don't have difficulty penning down.

I'm in pain. Split lip. Blistered hands. Sun burnt shoulders. Good job. I've inflicted enough pain on myself to last a month. So I shall abstain from any potentially dangerous activities. But then again it wasn't because of the activities I did. Alcohol is just a lame excuse for being unable to focus.

Off to work. If I didn't need the money so badly, I'll stay at home all day. No that's wrong, I'll accompany you all day. Cause time I spend apart from you is agonizingly slow. Yet time I spend with you is scarily fast.

If you dream of me
Like I dream of you
In a place that’s warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart

Together again
It will feel so good to be
in your arms
Where all my journeys end

And say you’ll hold a place for me
In your heart

wonderful - memories