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2008-02-23, 10:07 a.m.

I shall spend a little time online before I go mop the floor. Hmmm oh well.

I feel too lazy to go into detail. So suffice to say, I have tabulated my accounts. Mentally of cousre and I think I have found an explanation.

I want to be happy, carefree, nothing to think about, nothing to worry about. In conclusion I should never go home, never go to work. But that's where the money comes in. I need the money, thus I need to work. Though it's a chore and I have to drag myself to it. Quit my job ok =)

Wish I could spend everday with you. Cause I feel so contented. When you look at me and ask me why I look upset, I'm actually not. I'm just thinking of a way to achieve these type of lifestyle everyday. Just you and me together for hours. And whenever I look at you and smile to myself and you think I'm being weird, I probably am being weird but I'm actually just feeling very contented. If only I could wake up every morning and you were the first person I see, if only I could go to bed everynight holding you in my arms. I'll never stop smiling.

I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see.
I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want.
I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true.
I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world.
And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was always somewhere in your heart.

That's all for now. mop mop mop the floor. yuck.

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