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2008-03-08, 1:11 a.m.

I forgot all I wanted to blog about. By the way, I hope no one is paying you to advertise for overseas education. Yes, I've ruled it out. I hope that won't be a lingering problem with you. Or I will just choose never to come home again.

Results day results day. I liked the morning. I liked the night. I didn't like collecting the results. My heart was beating at such a rapid speed it was almost a flutter. But when I was just about to receive my results, my civics tutor had to ask me to return my blazer first. So yet another delay. But then again, not that I minded. And I think when teachers just look at you, it's kind of a bad sign. My bio teacher was helping my civics tutor. She gave me my file and then she didn't smile, or tell me I did well. And I was just thinking 'oh fuck, I did that badly ah. zzz' And when I finally got the slip of thin paper, I didn't even dare flip it around to see it. So I went to find toh jun and fur first. Moral support moral support. And the first thing I saw glancing at the paper was the abnormal number of Bs and it occurred to me instantly 'oh that leaves fewer spaces for As then' haha! And indeed.

Maths disappointed me again. As usual. So nothing out of the ordinary. But chem. The power of the fat lady. From a U in j1 ct 1 to an A in A levels. Power of fats. Couldn't have done it on my own. So much to the extent I just might consider something with organic chem. Just like how I love geog, I love organic chem too. And geog, if I didnt get that A then I ought to be shot. So judging by the fact that I'm still alive.. Actually why does this even matter. Next hurdle is to find a good course. Stay in the hostel. Bunk with you. haha!

So maybe there was the initial disappointment of not achieving my perfect results, but as I thought more about it, I started putting everything into perspective. I guess how much more perfect can my life get right. I have you. Someone I can love and who loves me too. Results that can get me into university in singapore, no need to rely on backup overseas universities. A dad who didn't scold me, a mum who just keeps complaining, but at least not scolding. So pretty perfect I guess. More than what I ever asked for. And I did meet my expectations, proved my mum wrong. Finally.

Hostel. You. Me. =) That's my next goal.

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